half way there

you know when you were little there were things that seemed so strange to you. thirty year olds seemed so old to me and now here i am 6 months away from something that once seemed like a death sentence. today is my half birthday if you will. in a full 6 months i will be thirty. my mom told me that 29 was harder for her than thirty but for me thirty is hard. even though i am an adult (i have 3 kids hello) i don't feel like it sometimes but to me your thirty's seem like true adulthood. anyways... in an effort to make myself grow a bit i am challenging myself to do 30 things before i turn 30 that i have meant to do but not done or have been afraid to do. not gonna publish the list yet but i will some day. so happy half birthday to me...